emptiness空虚

suddenly feel so empty

seems like something missing

but I wonder what it is

cant get the answer

someone please tell me

回到 back to

lavennz 说到几米的starry starry night那本书，我忽然想到中一时我在参加绘画班的生活营时画过vincent van gogh的starry night..

当时才刚去studio学水彩画呢~有点乱的说~哈哈~

lavennz say about the book of jimmy - starry starry night, rmb me that i paint the starry night by vincent van gogh before. I was in form 1 that time..

I'm just start to learn water colour that time, so it's abit messy~haha..

这是vincent van gogh的~search到太多了，不知道哪幅是原版的~

This is the starry night painting. I've search a lot of starry night, but i don't know which is originalpainting..

这个呢，是在中三那年，studio有一个慈善活动，买出的话会拿去捐献~

老师选了我的这一幅啦~

很幸运的，第一天我的就在50个人当中卖出了~虽然没钱拿，但是很开心有人喜欢~^^

没想到还能买rm850..更兴奋~

and this is a painting that my teacher choosed to take it to participate in a charity programme.I'm form 3 that time..

Fortunately, my painting was one of the 50 paintings that being sold on the 1st day..feel so happy although i din get any money, bcs someone likes my painting.

can't imagine that this can sold for rm850..

泪 tear

车窗外的风景不停的飞奔而过，泪不停的流。

as the scene outside the car's window galloping unceasingly, tear droping unceasingly too.

已经分不清到底是泪还是水。

already confound with water and tear.

所有的事物都变得好黑暗。好可怕，好可怕。

everything become so dark. It's very terrible.

请停止这一切，我只要平静。

please stop all of this, i just want peace.

并不大方

表面是假的，而里面是真的。

看起来大的东西，并不代表容量大。

但小的东西，始终都是容量小。

周围都是大方的...

但我并不大方。

grew up..长大

I learned a lot of inconceivable things today..feel that suddenly i had grown up abit..

but still, i haven't can accept the fact yet..

please give me some time to digest it..

在今天里，学会了很多不可思议的东西，感觉忽然间长大了一些。

但是，还没接受得了事实。

请给我一点时间去消化。